Ok so I think that after that last post I should post something a little happier and more relaxed. I’m not always like that, I swear. Plus, I’ve been wanting to get this particular subject off my chest ever since it happened. I don’t really have any girlfriends I trust enough to tell this to, so I’ll just spill it out on the internet. 
Well, people who know me well know that I don’t have the luckiest tradition with Valentine’s Day. I could get into the details, but I have a feeling I don’t need to. Most people can relate at least somewhat.
That changed this past Valentine’s Day. I was at home, my parents were off running some errands, and I was supposed to be watching my little brother. I get stuck with this assignment a lot, but I don’t really mind. He’s old enough that he doesn’t require much attention aside from some food every once and awhile. I was watching America’s Next Top Model reruns in my room and my little brother was sitting in the living room playing some football video game. I heard the doorbell ring, but I just waited on my little brother to answer it. I wasn’t in the mood to be sociable. I few seconds later I heard a knock on the door and my little brother said that Jeremy was here and he needed to see me. That was odd. Jeremy is my 21 year old neighbor. I hardly ever see him, he stays holed up in his room when he isn’t driving up and down the road with a new girlfriend or his friends. I have chatted a little with him before and we have kind of a flirtatious relationship, but it was never anything I saw going beyond a fun back and forth. I walked outside to talk to him on the porch and shut the door behind me. I didn’t want my little brother listening in on us. He smiled. He looked way sexier than normal. I just smiled back at him, for some reason he completely turned me on in that very moment. He pulled out a present and said, “Here, my mom wanted me to bring this down to you. She knows your birthday is coming up and heard yall were going out of town.”
“aaaw that’s so sweet of her, thanks.” Then I started to open the door again and head back inside.
“Wait Adi, I have a present for you too.” He had a mischievous smile on his face. Damn, he was so sexy right in that moment.
I laughed at him and I was just said “Ok…” He leaned in and gave me a kiss. It was a sweet, sort of gentle kiss, but it made me tingle all over. When he pulled away I just smiled and said, “Ummm… can we do that again?”
He laughed at me but he leaned in and kissed me again. He pressed me up against the wall. This time it was steamy and hot and quite possibly the best kiss I have ever ever gotten. He started putting his hand up my shirt and I was ready to sneak him into my room right then. Then he pulled away from me when I was completely turned on. He just smiled and said, “I really hope my mom isn’t watching us.”
“Shit, I don’t even care.”
Then he said, “Nah, she probably wouldn’t mind. She’s always wanted us to be together. She really likes you.” I was flattered and all, but I really just wanted him to touch me again. I just looked at him, I have never wanted someone so much in my entire life. I guess he could tell. “I’ll tell you what, text me when you’re not babysitting your little brother and I’ll come over. We can finish where we left off.”
I just smiled at him and agreed. We’ve been talking ever since, but I’m still out of town. I cannot wait to get home.
Sorry that this is kind of graphic. I’m just saying exactly what I would if I were talking to a friend.
